Almost everyone knows my life story...how i couldnt join basketball team but could do cheerleading. Or how everyone quit inviting me over after 5th grade because they all knew I would be told no.
I've come to realize that I have absolutely no stock in my self worth. Doesnt matter how much a person tells me I'm a good mom, or how good I look, I just dont ever feel like I truly measure up. Ive never been good enough uo til now, so why would anything be different now?
How do you recover from years of never feeling like you werent ever good enough? How do I let go if all this anger and bitterness? It isnt doing me any good yet its still here. I need to do this..not just for myself but for my kids as well. Hopefully the answer is out there. Maybe.
